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Jul. 1st, 2007 @ 10:09 am eons
I know it's been like 5 million years since I posted anything. Sometimes it feels as if I'm talking to myself.

In February was the "last time" I saw -him- and poof he just vanished and I wasn't as hurt as i thought i'd be. (good girl!) then last week...poof there is an email from him again! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK thought I'd gotten rid of him....deleted his phone number and email address from all mailboxes...then he starts talkin to me bout sex and stuff just like he never left....sigh

Well, in other news. Kathleen is up in Maine on her annual canoeing and camping trip with her church...she's been gone only one week and i feel like my heart is gone...keep telling myself she'll be home soon...

been fighting with that damn school on her behalf since February...effin algebra 2 teacher is a total idiot! I took Kathleen to work with me and the math tutors there said i didn't need to bring her cuz she knows Alg 2 and she passed Chem with an A+ thank you very much....well the algebra 2 bitch flunked her! she's better hope i don't see her in the hallways at school cuz i'll knock her bigoted head off her shoulders! she doesn't hide the fact that she prefers caucasion people.....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ok then on another note...I think K's got the effin Restless Leg Syndrome and Igave it to her...what a bitch i am! Now i have to talk to my neuro about her...but i will

I have cat sitting on my hands while i type

then she starts work at the camp she's been going to since she was 5 and NOW SHE HAS HER PERMIT! aaaaaaaakkkkkkk....friend of mine gave her his car!

Jeff and Karla....aug 4 is basically here! Congrats you two!

What else...she starts her junior year in sept means only one more year of living in hell before we/I can go home......... i know there is more but, will add it as i think of it....
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Nov. 24th, 2006 @ 08:19 am (no subject)


You are The Lovers


Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.


The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.


Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

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Nov. 24th, 2006 @ 08:15 am (no subject)

Satis



Peace-loving and tolerant, receptive to wealth, analytical and science-minded, tender towards those who are not ignorant, can sometimes be angry.
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Colors: male: deep red, female: deep blue
Compatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Set
Dates: Jan 1 - Jan 7, Jun 19 - Jun 28, Sep 1 - Sep 7, Nov 18 - Nov 26

Role: Goddess who protected the sources of the Nile and goddess of the cataract at the border of Egypt and Nubia
Appearance: A woman wearing the white crown of Upper Egypt with antelope horns on the sides.
Sacred animal: antelope

What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries
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Oct. 29th, 2006 @ 08:10 am it's been awhile
ok. so it's been awhile since i've written. on 8-30, broom hilda recommended me to be "dismissed" and i filed a greivance with the union cuz she can't use my evaluation for such things. The union is in attack mode and plans on destroying her both mentally and emotionally at the final hearing not to mention calling for HER dismissal. One can only hope.

On the other side, the Vets...God I love them....have given me the honor of making me an Honorary Veteran! I don't know of what this entails, just know that it's going in the school newspaper and it's just quite an honor for a pee on like me.

this is a roller coaster.

On January 4, I turn 40. i'm not dealing with this very well. i always told myself that i wasn't gonna be one of those that let a number bother me. i mean, all Kathleen's friends think i'm the "coolest mom ever!" i know age is just a number and a state of mind but, when you are alone and have the fear of being that way for the rest of your life...it's the guillitine (sp) that's coming down on my neck. Kathleen's going off to college before i know it and BOOOM that's it...alone. at this point, it's not even about the sex its about having someone to come home to that gives a shit about what has happened during your day, about having someone to snuggle under a blanket with and watch a good movie, someone to watch football with who will not judge me about what i get like when i watch the Pack...

does anyone understand this? will people stop blowing off my feelings by telling me i'm not alone? I know i'm NOT alone alone, but companionship someone to love and love me back....

just don't know if it'll ever happen for me and i'm scared and sad
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Sep. 10th, 2006 @ 12:29 pm ya just gotta
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&n=2&videoID=926767866



look at it....love it....
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Sep. 2nd, 2006 @ 10:54 am what a week
well. Monday-got a call from my union steward asking me to come to danvers for a hearing on Tuesday at 9 a.m.
Tuesday-went to danvers for my hearing and management didn't show, so i did get to spend time with the union giving them information that they'll need to help win my case. Hearing rescheduled til Friday a.m. .

Wednesday-went to danvers again for performance evaluation. took my union steward with me. going up against Napoleon and the amazon bitch. Kurt(steward) told them the i requested he be there but they told him they'd rather him not...so Kurt said fine and he'd wait outside. THEN proceeds to tell them they are in direct violation of my contract by having a two on one evaluation when it's just supposed to be my immediate supervisor! they looked like they'd been hit by a train!!!! w00t. Anyway, the outcome of the evaluation is such....the Amazon recommended that i be fired and Napoleon agreed. 18 years two awards and 15 years of dedication and superior evaluations and i get messed up with these two.
Well, the union got ahold of my evaluation on Friday-we're going to fight this one, too.
The union wants me to get character reference letters from co-workers and the public i deal with because she stated that i don't get along with either.

I'm tired guys. So very tired. I don't know how much more i can take.
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Aug. 14th, 2006 @ 06:30 pm for Dante, HF and Geican
I found a mutual friend on match.com



HAWKEYE!!!!


ROFLMAO!

w00t
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Aug. 13th, 2006 @ 07:28 am ok explain this?
I'm religious, but not a fanatic about it. With all the crap I've been dealing with at work etc..I just threw up my hands and said to God, you take it and whatever you decide I know will be best for me and Kathleen...

well, then the phone starts ringing off the freakin hook with job interviews...ok, i gotta keep em straight...

Last monday, had a second interview for Aministrative Assistant to be office manager
Thurs, had a second interview for Teller 2 at Salem State College (this one i've decided NO if they offer)
Wednesday this week, another job interview (1st) for Administrative Assistant in a different office at the college i work at

YESTERDAY IN THE MAIL!!!! I've been accepted and my resume sent on for consideration in a position with Human Resources for the MILITARY!!!! the United States Navy!!!!! guys, do you know that this is it??? this is what i want??? this is what I've been dreaming of???? to work in a Federal job helping out Veterans?????? OMG...I'm trying to not get too excited about this...and if nothing does come from it, I'm still gonna frame the letter I received yesterday LOL

***doin' a penguin dance***
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Aug. 9th, 2006 @ 07:07 am interesting
well, explain this. Y'all know what I've been going thru at work....well, I just threw up my hands and said "God, what ever you have planned, just show me the right direction" and BAM! Two calls to come in for SECOND INTERVIEWS! Had my first second interview this past monday afternoon ( i blew her away with my intelligence) and today I should find out when the second second interview will be....hopefully, I'll get offered both and have something to choose from...

see? how MANY times did I say to those jackasses, DON'T FUCK WITH ME! I'll take my good name and fantastic reputation and leave...there will NEVER be another me to work with the students like I do and I hope Napoleon and the Amazon bitch PAY DEARLY for it!!!!!!!!! w00t
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Aug. 5th, 2006 @ 11:10 am just me
well, the trip to wisconsin was so great! ya, two weeks of being spoiled by mom and dad....its a good thing...
mom's not so good. diabeties all in an uproar...she's having such a battle with Parkinsons, diabeties and fibromyalgia...God bless her i hope she gets all this stuff straightened out. Dad, well, he's 73, working 50 hours per week and just got a raise....he's just fine! He's so cute, looks like elmer fudd more and more everyday....

Kathleen had a good time. She went out with her church youth group to Maine. Gone two weeks. went canoeing and camping 125 miles in Maine! good for her! now percussion is back in full swing and KATHLEEN IS IN CHARGE OF THE CYMBAL LINE!!!!! Mikey Newman (her instructor) says she's got a good head on her shoulders and is a hard worker and he couldn't think of anyone better to lead the section.... (proud mom smile inserted here)

Now, work. They're trying to fire me. Got suspended one day with out pay for making 3 mistakes in 3 years. Guess I forgot to put "human" on my resume. Anyhoo. Have been applying for jobs and actually got called for a second interview coming up this Monday! w00t! I either hope to get this one or the one at our "rival" college and tell Napoleon Dynamite and the Amazon Bitch to go fuck themselves...

My Vets, well, they're behind me 100% and all they want is for me to be happy! They promised that they will raise hell with the college for letting this happen to me, but not until I get situated in a new position somewhere...they don't want to make life even more difficult for me.

I'm planning my speech as to what I will say to the Amazon Bitch when the day comes for me to leave...I'll tell her i know they're trying to fire me, so i beat them to the punch and she can got rot in hell for what she's done to me and Kathleen by putting me thru all this shit...
How's that for a letter of resignation????? hmmmm?

Well, for all you that are just starting out in the job world, be careful. don't kiss anyone's ass. just know that you are better than any shit anyone puts you thru. You are "my kids" and no one has the right to treat anyone less than human!

Love you guys!
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